sharing is caring? or hating?
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I like nonsense - it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living. It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope... and that enables you to laugh at all of life's realities.
- Dr Seuss

I donnoe of what to put here, so quotes even i don't understand will be betterrrr.well, ma problem uh."
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Saturday, May 9, 2009
Bias.? mayb. 5:02 PM

credits to the rightful owner.
May PEace Be UPon To You.

im suppose to do ma project.
BUT. i hv sth to share.
hmm.
for this mother's day tml,
I HOPE, FOR ONCE, JUST FOR ONCE, MA MUM IS NOT BIAS!

i hv 8 mbrs in ma family(lol.sound sooo primary sch.LOL)
me parents,me, triplet sis, 2 younger bro.
hmm. yeeap.
n SOMETIMES i felt tht their love is more to ma lil bro than the rest of me sibs.
iono if its ma feeling or wad.but when i ask ma other siib, they felt the same way la.
so... yeap.

thrs this time.
twice. twice ma dad had a company thing.its like a trip to somewhr in msia.
so everybody ws waiting excitdly for him to come bck u know.
especially me sib..
and twice, he gets sourveniors for ma brothers.
not even 1 of his gerls.
hmm. sad.?no?
at 1st i thought, ok, on the right side,mayb he aint hv enuf cash with him...
or mayb,on d left hand,(haha) in his mind...thrs oni ma brothers.

when he reach hm tht time, ma triplet sis ws alr asleep.i ws actually waiting for him.(:
3 days is long ok.?!haha. i kept askin ma mom wad time dad will b home.hmm.
so he reachd hm ard 10/11 plus.
then he took out 2 boxes for me bro. so. i thought, just thought tht i shd expect mine too.
shd expect ours. but aft the two box, he gave it to me bro. they ws jumpin for joy.
i just stood thr, smiling.
aft waiting for a few mins, n ma bro alr startd exploring their cool flying toy.
i realise, we,me n ma othr sibs, hd nothing.

k seriously, i ws SAD.
so i went to ma room, n study
more like forcing maself to study so i wont b thinking bout all this.
hmm. but i cnt actually.

the next day,ma triplet sis woke up realising the same thing.
we didnt even talk to each other. kos we understood each other.(:

thrs more to it..but thts the latest extra love i see him givin ma lil bros.
tht ws dad part.

Mum's part. this,ofcourse had a bigger impct on us.
she once told us, tht she prefer taking care of the guys than us.
mayb it true.
guys r much easier to b taken care of.
hmm.i always tried ma very best to psycho maself tht mom just wanna hurt us.
or to improve maself. who knows.? thts her way of motivatin us.?right.?
n yeap. i did tht. tellin maself tht everyday.

ma lil bros, gets more than us.hmm.
its proven yaw.LOL
ma 1st lil bro is very plum.
hahahahhahahahahahah. kos he get almost the same pocket money with us, the gerls.

when i ws his age, ill be gettin frm 50 cents to a dollar.
but he's gettin 2-2.50. *smile*

mayb, jusy mayb,this might b the reason i wanna b a guy.hmm.
seriously, when i ws in ma mum's womb, the dr actually say tht me mom is expectin a guy.
but when im out, it turns out to b a gerl.
s expected...ma frn say everything i did is guy like.
well.almost everything.
frm the way i TALK especiallly, to the way i walk, to the way i eat.

every now n then, i hv ppl reminding me tht im a gurl.

"fad, u r a gurl."
"eh fad! u r a gurl right.? talk like one."-on the fone

both guys n gurls do say tht to me.hahah. im happy with the way i am.
n i tell u, i swear im tryin to b one.!
i even had thoughts to b a butch.
gd thing i hv this headscarf to remind maself who i am.
hahhahaahaahahahahah.

so,yah,everyday's scoldings will always b either on nt doing hsewrk,or ma pampered lil bros.
they love disturbin ppl. extremely irritatin.

n obviously,i just gt scolded,thus im sharin.
hah.

aite.
imma do ma project.(:
wansuey
-blacklips.

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