sharing is caring? or hating?
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I like nonsense - it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living. It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope... and that enables you to laugh at all of life's realities.
- Dr Seuss

I donnoe of what to put here, so quotes even i don't understand will be betterrrr.well, ma problem uh."
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Friday, May 15, 2009
gossips,game 11:36 PM

May Peace BE Upon To You.

hmm.
loads n loads of things to share.!

MR.EYE CANDY
we've startd to talk alr. this wk is quite 'eventful'.
hahaha.
watch crap/funny vid in ma fone tgt.!
(:
i realise he IS a caring person.hmm. his gf MUST b extremely lucky!

GOSSIPS
on last thurs, we r suppose to hv a class meeting.
n it ws canceld because the one who ws suppose to talk./gave her ideas left.
like literally LEFT. i ws pissed. but i didnt say anything.
like i said. i consider maself smart in hiding ma expressions/feelings/emotions or wadever u call it.
so they donnoe. i cn see some were pissed.
with harsh words and sacarsms. even though, its nt me who suggests this meetings.
the way she said it, by hearin it, i gt pissd.

then, aft cancellin it,vani decidd to like summarise it.
it ws....i shall say hurtful to some ppl.
i placed maself in their shoes for the suggestiions.
which is to reshuffle the whole class. 4 new grps again.
this yr we shuffled alr. n they wanna shuffle it again bcoz they felt tht some ppl are freeloaders.
n their idea is to grp all ths freeloaders/free lunch ppl tgt.

n just imagine the label u hv.
imagine the bunch of ppl u r with.
u might b thinkin..''why.? im i d outcast?''
sth like tht la.
dont u think its sad.?
but she mentiond tht we r nt discriminating these ppl.
well. i ws thinkin. ''well..u guys/some might b thinkin tht way..but wad bout them.?''

well, at 1st i DO agree.so everybody hv fair job.
fair amt of wrk.
kos i think if its U who do the research,info gathering, then some ppl just present it.
its nt fair right.?
but aft a while, i realise, no.
this ppl need help, being motivated n all.

ok,u guys cn shuffle the class, but consider ma NEW and UNDERSTANDING grp done.
we r nt involve.
u guys cn go ahead.
n they wanna choose the ppl they r comfortable with.

n mushi ws like ''scolding'' yi qing.
in front of the class. imagine what he felt.
bcoz yi qing wsnt listening. so mushi went ''yi qing! u listen! this is very impt!''
sth like tht. BOTH is at fault.!
she ws actually pointing at yi qing.

SOUNDS like they were refering to yi qing all the way.!
sacarsms!

then the china stud. n some other talk bout it over lunch.
n guess what.? they were very pissed.
xiao xin ws like.'' fad, im very angry i donnoe wd to say alr''
n she ws talkin/scoldin to herself in chi. so i dont understand.
eugene ws tryin to calm her down.
hui jie ws pissed. basically ALL ws pissed.
sze en,ma grp leader, told me tht they cn chg, but we wont.
n ws tellin the obvious bunch of ppl tht will b in a grp.
like the same clan of ppl.things like tht.

i tried to cheer them up n finally the topic endd.
ive nvr seen em this mad.hmm.
so this meeting ws posponed to fri, then postponed AGAIN to nxt wk.
DONT ASK ME WHY!

during the ''summarise' disscussion which lasts like half an hr!
wth. almost all ws smilin n giggling.
but its extremely obvious tht those are FAKE!
FAKE!
FAKE!
FAKE!

hui jie ws mentionin bout the compliments they get frm vani/mushi.
n said tht thrs meaning behind it.
which i SOMEHW think its true.
serious. out of the blue u suddenly praise em.?
well its nt impossible. but during the situation tht time, i smhw think its NOT sincere!period.

im very brave to mention their names here.
so gonna get screwd if they found this blog.
well.im just stating facts frm what i see n hear. n ma thoughts to it too.
hmm.

frm what i c.i SUSPECT..
yi qing, sheikh,maybe luqman,jia ying and erm..me?
no! im nt a fucking freeloader!
they make it sounds like tht.
-cca (luqman is ALWAYS bz with cca)
-nt initiative (sheikh n yiqing?)
idk ok idk. this is wad i heard..

k WHATEVER! ill end tht topic with : humans are bunch of interesting creatures.

THIS IS HW EMO LAUGH.
i introduced this random game which ws introduced to me by 2 of ma triplet sis to ma classmates!

we were waiting for our tutor for lab lesson.
then i ws bored.
so i ask luqman if he ever heard of it.
n obviously, he hsnt. so i playd with him.

fad: u say ''ha'' aft i say ''this is hw emo laugh,ha'' u cannot laugh/smile n eye cntct hor! kos u will. ull see.
man:kk

we tried.
fad: *serious face* this is hw emo laugh,ha
man:*smile n start to alugh madly*
fad: see.?serious la!

we tried again n failed.
luqman tried on diana. fail. to her bf, faris, half way sucessful.kos it ws too fast.
the chinese classmates ws lookin n laughin tgt with us.LOL
sandhya gt curious n ask me. i explaind to her, n she wanna giv it a try.
so luqman play with her.
cnt cntrl. n startd laughin.
rachel saw, she also wanna giv it a try.
n soon everybody ws laughin!
they ws like.''eh, u try with'' so and so.
rachel:eh fun!fun! who intro one?
i just smile.

i ws extremely touched!
everybody ws laughin n smiling SINCERELY!
serious. i cn still see their happy faces in ma mind.
i hope this last....
its really hard.
ma class is devided in to..lets see..4 grps.
the foreigners, mly (3ppl ), indians, and singaporean chi. some r with their bf.
like tht. we lack bonding.hmm

this wk,sch starts at 8 am, end at ard 6 almost everyday, 2 days night.
soooo...very exhausted. thus im like updatin everything.
hehe

thank u for ur time.
aite
wansuey
-blacklips

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