sharing is caring? or hating?
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I like nonsense - it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living. It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope... and that enables you to laugh at all of life's realities.
- Dr Seuss

I donnoe of what to put here, so quotes even i don't understand will be betterrrr.well, ma problem uh."
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Monday, May 4, 2009
because of u 10:38 PM

May Peace Be Upon To You.

fad: mom i hv gd news for u, well, it is for u.
mom:wad gd news.?
fad: im no longer incntct with nadli.
mom: alhamdullillah.why?
fad: i dont wanna say.
mom: why.?
fad: i just dont wanna say. u shd b happy.
mom: no! ur cuzz hv no secrets with their parents.

i still didnt tell her why.
well, she wants it, so im givin it to u, n u ask why.?

sch sux.i cnt focus. DAMN!
i ws askin maself why must i b thinkin bout it.?
i dont think he thinks bout it.
hw pathetic.

in ma mind, yesterday, ws messy.
too many stuff goin on in ma head.
n guess wad i did.?
i zikir.iono hw to xplain this in eng.hmm.
till 1 plus am.
at least it calmd me down.(:

seriously iono to whom i shd go to.
so, i approach god. only him cn help me.
im leaving everythin to him.
ily god,Allah.ily.

sheik didnt attend lect. hmm.
sheik is like the popular-for-his-look-guy.
almost all the gerls in ma class admires him.
n he is ma yr,sem1 eye candy.then he happens to repeat n thus he's placed in ma class.!!
lucky.? u cn say tht.
n luqman s expected didnt attend class.
so, kinda lonely, the 2 kiddo im close in sch is nt with me.
nana in diff class n luqman, m.i.a.

i felt like crying.
n besties,(siti,arisa n irah) knows big time tht i dont cry when im sad.
or wadever im feelin,other than when im laughin,n yes i do cry when i laugh.
uniqueness in me.(: yeye.!
niways, i manage to cry tht day. ws chattin with siti.
she ws like ''cry fad,cry,let it out''
n surprisingly, i ws shakin with sadness.its just sth i cldnt imagine i wld hv done.hmm.

u know wad i need nw.?
i need chocolate,
a shoulder i cn cry on,
a hug,
and comforting words please.
i wish i hv this.hmm.

they say,i lookd depressed.
''shoo'' em off by sayin im kinda sick.
*shrug*
its a gd thing i didnt scratch/cut meself.
yes, i use to, n still am doing this shit.

thr's this time i cut maself in the toilet.
y.? kos i faild ma paper. i ws very disappointd.like big time.
so i happily or shall i say, unconsciously went to toilet, took out ma penknife n surgical scissors.
n start ma drawing.
i cldnt feel a think.serious. mayb i ws extremely occupied.
hmm. so when i reach home.wanna bathe,i realise sth biting.
n its ma arms,forearms.hmm.
it wsnt bleedin though.
wrote ma name.hmm. ''fad''
no one knew *smile*

ma other blog: http://www.fad-blacklips.blogspot.com/
do visit ya.(:

haiz.
till then
wansuey
-blacklips

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