im feeling sooooooo GAY!May PEace BE Upon To You.
hmm.
ma lecture mates n ma classmates ws tellin me yesterday.
''fad,u so hyper uh today''
idk y, but i felt unsually happy the past few days.hmm.
mayb im tryin too hard n thus bcome hyper.
but seriously, i do laugh madly, till tears rollin when im wif ppl i know.
hmm.
TODAY!
luqman: he needs some1 like u
fad: eh man, i cn b embarrased also u know.
kos sheikh ws tellin a lame joke 2 days ago.
n man ws tellin me tht la.haha
i took tht s complimnt, sayin it to maself.
i finally manage to communicate with ma EYE CANDY.
Mr.Sheikh.
its been 3 wks since sch starts n nw is the day. *ahh*(the holy way)
even 1 of ma besties agrees tht he is effing gd looking.
its been a yr since i hd laid ma eyes on him.
just imagine. n nw he's in ma class,repeatin some modules.
lucky.? u r damn right.! hmm.
*gerls hormones stimulating*
so during tutorial he sat the row behind mine.. a.l.o.n.e
it ws psych tut.
n we hv this activity i use to hv during secondary sch.
paste paper at ur bck,go ard,n hv ppl write things bout u.
n Sheikh ws the last person for me to write.
hmm.
at 1st i thought of writing ''my yr1,semester 1 eye candy till nw'' (nw, im in yr 2 sem 1 btw.*winks*)
but instead.i wrote..''gd looking(:''-exactly like tht.
n he said.''aite,tnx.let me write''
so i turn.*cheeky laughter* then i said out loud.''oooh, i hv a bad feeling bout this."*laughs*
fad:tnx.*smile* and walk off.
i hv this extremely shy thing u know.nt to tht extreme la.LOLs.
no palpitations. but just like paisey paisey lol.
then.at 1st i thought he wrote ''humor''
but at d end of the day...i realise, he actually wrote..''LOOK FOERCE BUT FUNNY!"-exactly like tht.
wadeve u say sheikh.ill take tht s complimnt.*say it with feelings.*LOL
overall.they say im....
-very quiet, yet very good to be with
-look fierce but funny!
-errie stare!
-music lover
-very quiet and mystery gurl
-quiet,cool(=
-very cool gurl (4 times)
-humour
-havoc girl
-loud
-GEREK! (which means extremely fun.sth like tht)
- 1st impression:quiet aft tht: very noisy (HAHA!)
-gothic
-quiet gal
-dont talk much
yeap.thts what ppl thinks of me.
almost aall is true.
EXCEPT. gothic,cool,havoc.
(: i seriously dont think thts me.but ppl said those.
like many times alr.hmm.
Shiekh's paper is full with ''handsome'' ''tall''
i think im d only one who wrote what i wrote.LOLs.
then next tutorial, same class.
sheikh moved. a chair closer. hehe.
i ws like..''come closer! i wanna hv a closer look u gd looking bastard''
LOL.
thrs this pt,we made eye cntct n laugh at our tutor.
LOL.! tht tutorial is the total bad ass!
we happen o b in a grp.
me,sheikh,luqman n eugene.
n yes, 3 guys n me alone in ma grp.hehe
sheikh move to ma row.
then we hv to dcide who shd present wad we've discussed.
no one wants.so luqman suggest play black n white.
at 1st i dont wanna play..''eh, u 3 guys play, im a gurl, gimme chance''
n obviously,they forced me.so yeah i played..to b fair.
1st round:all black
2nd round:all white
3rd round. i ws tearin alr..smhw it ws sooo funny.! i decided to cheat.
i couple up (chey!) with sheikh. tellin him to do the same with me, so both of us safe uh.LOL
n he followd.
i took paper, cover the side of me mouth,mimicked ''white''
4th round: all white
5th round: "black" then finally eugene ws d odd one.LOL
i cnt stop laughin.!
our grp ws like the most noisiest!
we get our answers the fastest.
haha
then every time the tutor made lame jokes, sheikh will quickly turn to me.
we laugh our ass out.!
woohoo.
k i know.boring for u guys.
but.he IS ma eye cndy!n finally we r talkin aft 3 wks of sch.!
LOL
i hope tml will b better!
during lectures, he sat a chair beside me.
*angkt2 keneng*
i swear i ws a lil, just a lil jealous since i knew since last yr tht he's attatched.
hmm.
but i tell u, not only me,almost the whole class admires him.
only tht i happen to saw him when i ws in year 1.
at 1st he opens the door for me.
then eye cntct. n today, IS THE BEST!
*runs ard*
DONT MIND ME IF THIS BORES READERS.
im just tryin ma best to accept the fact that i AM a gurl.
n yes, despite me wearing headscarf(tudong) i USED to like gurls.
but i never express it to em.
this is sth not many knows.s i ws extremely obvious.
luqman told me during or 3-hrs-effing-long-break tht he trusts me.
n he told me his prob wif his gf,n ask for advise.like wad he shd do.
things like tht.
i thankd him n say ''alhamdullillah''(thank allah.)
i had ma CCA just nw.
i decided to join strings, playing the sexy violin.
kos i thought i need music,play sth will b better, just sth to calms me down.
so yeah.im learnin hw to play the violin.
n i hv no basics.
but i very-the-semangat- so yeah! i CAN! (:
ma classmate is playing the violin too.
n ma exclassmate frm yishun sec,Wan ws thr too.
but he pro alr la.
anything, i'll ask him!
he mst teach!LOL.
aite
wansuey
-blacklips
