May Peace Be Upon To You.

without realising, yesterday ws the last day i sw Mr. Eye candy.
yeap. he ws with us for ONE semester.
it seems nt enuf.
god, i tink i missd him alr.
hw pathetic.

this is MAJOR crush! URGH!

ws suppose to study with him yesteray morning.
but i thought he's making use of me. txt/call when needd.
so, on purpose, i didnt come to sch to study.
he text at ard 11. askin if im in sch.
told him imma nt cm early.
our exam paper ws at 4.

when me and luqman were waiting outside our "exam hall"
i met luqman 1st niwae.
he came..
it soundd strict/fierce/wadver u call it.
"why u didnt study in sch this morn?" -in mly.
i told him i woke up late, which ws true. i woke up at ard 10 am.
i smiled aft tht.rather quickly s i thought he ws pissed.
he returnd the smile.

i think its bcos he is sooo use to meet me to study before exams.
tht hs been happening for the whole wk..
and i didnt realise tht yest might b the last day i see him.

talkd sth else. i realise, he nw hv the courage to look me i the eye when communicating.
kos he use to feel uncomfortable when i do so.(i realise)
eye cntct is impt yaw!!
and when he does tht, i felt uncomfortable.HAHA.

ohemgee. he is really gd looking.
!@#$%

there's this pt of time, i told ma self, actually, he's nt tht gd looking.
but later tht aftnn, we accidentally made eye cntct, and i go "woah" again!
oh i hate being a gurl.

and usually after our paper, he'll text me askin hw i think bout the paper,
but yesterday, nothing like tht happend.
so i assumed he ws/is pissed with me.):

he's been asking when is ma attatchments for god knows hw many times.
we will b havin our attatchmnts during Hari Raya Puaser. hw sad.
straight after fasting, no celebration.urgh.

i guess our friendship ws fated to lasts less than 6 months.
he is nw the eye candy i wish to see in school again.
the same feeling again.
only tht nw, if i happen to see him ard, we cn talk, acknowledge each other. in a way.
s compared to when i ws in Year 1,lost sophomore.

sharing stories are like hints. ):

Fad is writing with ink of ze invincible pen...

(this post, im assuming in a gd way simply bcoz he is ma eye candy, he might think other wise, so it is delusion? )

i guess the story of ma friendship with Mr. Eye candy ends here..
(i hope not)

-blacklips

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

freda: who's this? ur sister?
mia:no, ma inspiration.

in mly.
me: sufi, recite ur prayers alr?
sufi: yes.
me: dont lie, wad did u ask for?
sufi: u to ace to university, faiz to pass him PSLE.

very touching right?
i know. didnt know ma siblings appreciate me as their sister/brother. (:

and i realise ma lil brothers tends to share things with me
as compared to the rest of me siblings.yey!alhamdullillah

btw, ma religious's teacher's husband passd away this morning.
Al-Fatihah.

i screwd ma psych paper. ):
Allah, help me!

-blacklips

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URGH! im kinda pissed off.
for once, cn u guys trust me.
i told u its not like wad u guys thought.
he is just an eyecndy.
NOTHING MORE!
it seems like no one will buy this!
urgh.

well, its ur loss then.
its ur problem.
dont u guys effing dare to create stories.
dont u guys effing assume!
ARGH!!
!@#$%

btw, selamat meyambut Ramadhan to all muslims.(:

-blacklips

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

today.. ws.. WOOHOO!!
met sheikh, (mr eye cndy).
we met for a while.
he need ma notes.
so, met pt mc.
copy ma notes.
bobal skejap.
me last bro accompany me.

i ws late. due to the weather.!!
!@#$%
gd thing, he is some1 who is patient.
so yeah, i ws 15 min late.(caught in the rain)

then,he wanna chip in for me bro's prezzie.
his reason bcoz, he wanna make children happy.

so, wait for me bro,faiz. skali tk jadi. memom came. so yeah, mr eye cndy met me mom.
me mom went to buy ckae, sufi hv to choose.
and sufi confuse, who to follow. me n sheikh or mom.
mom ws like sufi choose cake.
so me n sheikh went popular to buy the prezzie.
it ws his idea to get the tracks.
n we gt tht. chose a wrapping paper.

he contributes ard 10 bux.
woah!.
then he wanna go mosque to pray.
so, we walk tgt.
mom,sufi,sheikh and me.
he heads to mosque.
he get along well wif me mom.
i ws kinda surprised.HAHA.

me mom bocor rahsier bout me sleep like mayat.
so damn embarrassing!
aigoo! HAHA. but, seriously, i enjoy today.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

thanks sheikh,
for the fun, the prezzie, disturbing me bro, get allong well with mom.
(:

when i reach home, he txt.
saying me mom gerek.
haha.

i suspect, his mom tk segerek with me mom.
his mom is strict. I KNOW.

upon reachin hm, i ask mum, hw he look?
mum: subahanallah. (praise allah) - which means, he IS gd looking.

haha.
oh wells.

-blacklips

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

"Salams Fadilah. Hmm. By chance, r u free tml? Aft asar?"
only if its a date.
haha. but he need ma help.
omo! i felt like im being used.
-.-

-blacklips

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

a walk from lecture theatre to MRT station.
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.
.
.
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with MR. Eye cndy.

kinda hate it. kos ppl were looking.
guess he's tht gd looking.
*shrug*

-blacklips

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for the first time, he call me "fad" the name friends usually calls me.
he use to call me fadilah.
n today.. "bye FAD"
i ws like finally.

seriously, fadilah, dilah, ilah are the names i told ma classmates n friends tht i hate most.
but actually i seriously think its for some1 who is close to me.
or especially me mom, she'll call "Fadilah" when she's pissed, when i did sth wrong yeap.
so, i practically force everyone to call me fad.
haha. n yes! finally mr eye cndy did!

me n luqman realise mr.eye cndy kept lookin at him this past few days.
omo! dont tell me he's gay!
HAAHA.

well, as the saying goes,
gd lookin guys are either married, attatched or gays.
LOL

im finally done watchin coffee prince.haha
i very the slow.LOL
niwae. im done with it.
woah tht drama made me go...
"woah! its fun being in love"
i guess love is like coffee.
BITTERSWEET.(:

ahh. dream on fad.LOL

i hv presentation tml. so...
wish me luck ppl!

and i ws kinda touched when SOMETIMES, ma best guy frn aka brothers.
know wad im actually thinkin.
not literally wad la. but he knows tht sometimes, ma mind is somewhr else when i ws talking.
like when im hiding.
aigoo. this is bad. i HATE it when ppl reads ma mind.
but at the same time, im quite touched.

luqman! i hope we will be sworn brothers forever.!
amin!

btw, this guy prefer me to b a guy.
sometimes he will remind me, fad, ur a guy.HAHA.
eoteohge?

*Waves*
-blacklips

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

i realised, i really realised.
that Mr.eye candy sneeking glances/glances at me.
oh god, he must hv known tht i hv a crush/admires on him.
mayb he knew tht he IS ma eye cndy.

damn damn damn.!
i really2 hv to stop hvin him s ma eye cndy nw.
aigooo!!!!!! at least when he ask i cn say tht he USED to be....hmm
god help me!
pull me out of this!!

hw i knew.?
simply because i realised everytime he enters the tutorial rm or lect rm,
hour eyes will meet.
ah damn.
nw i think he realises tht ive been lookin at him.
argh! embarrassing eh!
and ma classmates really prove it to him la!!
like pshing me to him.
saying we hv this magnet, attraction.!!

omo!!
ohemgee! this IS sooo embarrassing.

ang i oso realise, if me n luqman were talking, he tend to look at us!
damnit.
just last fri, luqman said: ur mmbr kept lookin.
i made a joke out of it.
but i think he knew.

arghhh!!
im nt telling anyone. even ma best friends!
argh embarrassing!

i like the part when he hv last words to say b4 leaving th lect theatre.(:

-blacklips

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