sharing is caring? or hating?
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I like nonsense - it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living. It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope... and that enables you to laugh at all of life's realities.
- Dr Seuss

I donnoe of what to put here, so quotes even i don't understand will be betterrrr.well, ma problem uh."
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
12:56 AM

May Peace Be Upon To You.

without realising, yesterday ws the last day i sw Mr. Eye candy.
yeap. he ws with us for ONE semester.
it seems nt enuf.
god, i tink i missd him alr.
hw pathetic.

this is MAJOR crush! URGH!

ws suppose to study with him yesteray morning.
but i thought he's making use of me. txt/call when needd.
so, on purpose, i didnt come to sch to study.
he text at ard 11. askin if im in sch.
told him imma nt cm early.
our exam paper ws at 4.

when me and luqman were waiting outside our "exam hall"
i met luqman 1st niwae.
he came..
it soundd strict/fierce/wadver u call it.
"why u didnt study in sch this morn?" -in mly.
i told him i woke up late, which ws true. i woke up at ard 10 am.
i smiled aft tht.rather quickly s i thought he ws pissed.
he returnd the smile.

i think its bcos he is sooo use to meet me to study before exams.
tht hs been happening for the whole wk..
and i didnt realise tht yest might b the last day i see him.

talkd sth else. i realise, he nw hv the courage to look me i the eye when communicating.
kos he use to feel uncomfortable when i do so.(i realise)
eye cntct is impt yaw!!
and when he does tht, i felt uncomfortable.HAHA.

ohemgee. he is really gd looking.
!@#$%

there's this pt of time, i told ma self, actually, he's nt tht gd looking.
but later tht aftnn, we accidentally made eye cntct, and i go "woah" again!
oh i hate being a gurl.

and usually after our paper, he'll text me askin hw i think bout the paper,
but yesterday, nothing like tht happend.
so i assumed he ws/is pissed with me.):

he's been asking when is ma attatchments for god knows hw many times.
we will b havin our attatchmnts during Hari Raya Puaser. hw sad.
straight after fasting, no celebration.urgh.

i guess our friendship ws fated to lasts less than 6 months.
he is nw the eye candy i wish to see in school again.
the same feeling again.
only tht nw, if i happen to see him ard, we cn talk, acknowledge each other. in a way.
s compared to when i ws in Year 1,lost sophomore.

sharing stories are like hints. ):

Fad is writing with ink of ze invincible pen...

(this post, im assuming in a gd way simply bcoz he is ma eye candy, he might think other wise, so it is delusion? )

i guess the story of ma friendship with Mr. Eye candy ends here..
(i hope not)

-blacklips

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