sharing is caring? or hating?
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I like nonsense - it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living. It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope... and that enables you to laugh at all of life's realities.
- Dr Seuss

I donnoe of what to put here, so quotes even i don't understand will be betterrrr.well, ma problem uh."
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
2:12 AM

MaY PEace Be Upon To You.

of all the thing i hd in mind,
i finally decide to share this.
m nw thinking hw the hell imma suppose to solve it.
T.T

situation: a frn (s) and meself.

Me: " salams. nnt blaja? aku igt tau! heh."
(greetings. gonna study ltr? i rememberd!)

S: "oh Fuck! aku lupe nk blg ko! aku adr npss nyer gatherig! and kakak iapr aku dkt rmh! Ya Allah! aku luper! sry2! ): kte blajar nxt wk boley? nnt update lagi. so damn sorry babe. ):"
(i 4gt to tell u, i hv npss gathering an ma sis inlaw is at hm! god i forgt! sry2. cn we study nxt wk? ill update u. so damn sry babe.)

"tk pe,dh biaser. k thennnn"
(its ok, im use to it. okay then)

"i hope you can understand me. aku tgh serba slh skrg. gitu tkpe laa. lain ksli aku tknk janji ngan ko lagi psl nk blaja or wad laa. sry again. tc, bye"
(im feeling guilty right nw. next time, i wont "promise" to study or wadver with you again.)

"asl ko ckp gitu sak? since ko ckp gitu, maaf, i ws jus jk.n it seems like its too much for u. r u dumpin me? oh wells.nvm.gd day frn."
(why u said tht? since u put it tht way, im sry, i ws just kiddin. and it seems like its too much for u. r u dumpin me? oh wells. nvm.gd day frn)

"ya Allah. asal nie? demi Allah! whas the reason for me to dump u? sbb aku buat slh. aku mintk maaf. so,i dont want this to happen again, thts why i said like tht. maybe, u donnoe me too well. yes,sabreena too.so, u also take it to heart. tkper laa. dh mmg gini kan naseb aku. kwn dtg, kwn pergi. i don mind. but please, dont say those words tht is nt me. i dont do things like tht. it hurts me alot when u said tht. tkpe laa. i need some time to loosen myself up nw. and again, ive vr dump my frns n i will nv do it. takecare"
(god! whats up? swear to god! whats the reason for mw to dump u? im wrong, n i apologised. so i dont want this to happen again, thts y i said like tht. mayb u donnoe me too well. yes sabreena too. so u take it to heart. nvm. its ma "luck". frns come n go. i dont mind. but please, dont say the words thts not me. i i dont do things like tht. it hurts me alot when u said tht. nvm. i need some time to loosen myself up nw. and again. ive nvr dump my frns n i will nvr do it. tc")

so?
waddya think?
who's at fault.?

i cried the mmt i read the "i hope u cn understand" part of the msg.
myb im TOOO sensitive. gah!
idk.
shd i feel guilty.?

her last msg is like blaming me.
like comparing me with her "frn" whom she didnt like.(sabreena)
i KNOW im nowhr thr..

so many accusations .(her last msg)
i didnt reply aft tht, kos i switchd off ma fone.
too pissed and sad alr.
*sigh*

idk if i shd tell anyone.

anyway. ma bro told sth tht touches me heart till i thought its like his confession.
-.- i know. but it sounds ttooooooo wierd.
HAHA

wansuey
-blacklips

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