May Peace Be Upon To You.

did i tell tht ma cousin is incntct with ma lecture mate.?
well, yeah, he did.
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and i hate it!
why?
koz he badmouthed ma family to a stranger.
eventhough i know tht gurl.
i hate it! i hate it!

anyhoo, im now havin ma hols.
and ill hv ma attatchmnts in 2 wks time.
for 3 solid weeks! urgh!

every now and then, ve been thinkin bout ma graduation night, this
June.
but, i sorta made up ma mind to not attend the event.
i know its like ma GRAD day!
but, idt i cn cope with the number of ppl tht;s gonna turn up ya noe.?
its like close to 700 students??!!!
na michi ketta!

idk what to do now.?
i wanna watch kdrama, but idk which!
urgh!

and ive been avoiding 2PM related stuff like for more than a wk alr.
hmm

mum's alr hv plans to matchmake me.
yeap, but im only 19!
why?
i think she wanna do tht kos,
-i am who i am
-she dont wants me to go out with guys etc
-dont wants me to date ppl.
she even said i shd go straight to marriage instead of u knoe, engaged 1st or anythg.
ZOMG!
bottom line, ma life is more or less cntrld by ma mum.
EVEN MA HAIR!
she doesnt allow me to cut it.
urgh!!

help needd!
on hw to cope with all this crap!

i really3 want a phone buddy.
ma frn is bz.
they hv their stuff.
i want a phone buddy who cn listen/read to ma rants.
some1 idk.
why? koz i dont usually tell ma problems to ppl i know other than this blog, which none of ma frns know.
hmm.

):

i still donne wad to do after this.!

i think, im slightly fat.
well, for being nt tht preety,
i dcide to take care of ma body.
atleast i hv sth tht c pull ma self esteem up.
then, when i ws lookin thru ma last yr's pic and this yr's.
i realise, ma cheeks!
magdness! its like WO~!

well, im 5okg at the height of 1.6m.
cham! hw to grow taller.?
grr. i want ma height to be ard 1.65-1.7m
hmm

ma frn just went off to MELBORNE yesterday.
infact, its 2 of em.
sch trip.
due to ma financial status,
i..
cnt..
go..
ahh, so sad.):

i think i better go nw, b4 i talk crap.
):

*waves*
*flying kiss*

-blacklips

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